Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in girlscan2's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
11:30 am	music like vaccines When you find a song that really epitomizes your current emotional/psychological state what do you do? What if it's not really a pleasant state? What if it is making you crazy? Do you try to inure yourself against it? I do. I put it on and breathe and breathe and breathe. I build up a tolerance. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
11:55 am	the clock is tickin' Things are gearing down. I'm supposed to be at the denoument stage of writing, but its more like the climax in a suspense thriller. Today I arrived at work to find that my account had expired and I was locked out of my computer. I feel like a hacker or something, although all I did to get internet access was unplug the jack from my desktop and pop it into my lap top... Still, I'm using this line without an active account. It's a real pain b/c all my shit is on that computer, and I'm frozen out. I'm sure when I last did the account approval paperwork I thought I'd be done by now. I should be done by now. Instead, my thesis has turned monsterous and grizzly. It is a giant mountain that gets bigger the nearer I approach it. It is beyond daunting. I feel like the task is impossible, and the closer I get to the deadline, the less likely it seems I'll meet it. I know its all in that first step. Just start. Just start. But here I am, procrastinating. Hoowah. (10 Comments |Comment on this)